[size=14px]new year is coming . i am 17 now .O(∩_∩)O i have changed a lot these years . including my style ,my mind ,and anyothe rthings i hv given up many things and also got o lot . i found my motivation,--my edward . yeah, i know he is just virtual in the life . but i know what i fight for . i just study hard to go aboard and find my edward . that is the only thing i want to do . maybe i am crazy ,but that it is.
many ppl said i am crazy ang imaginable . but that is my life . yeah ,it is true that i only want to live aboard and get married with a foreigner who can love me forever . cause i am not rich enough so i must study hard and make money by myself . one day ,i would be go aboard . first i must get into <shanghai foreign language university > . i must go back shanghai-- my hometown . then after that , yeah ,i will try my best to go aboard . it sounds easy ,right ? but that is not simple in china . even now ,i studied in henan . a very stressed and crowded province . now ,i feel stressed out ,i am really tired ................ i want to give up ..............
but tttttttttt i cant ,Edward is there waiting for me .so how can i give up.
new year , i must study hard . i will come back shanghai in 2011. looking forward .
finally , i hope i can get my goal. ang wish all of my friends can be happy. my dear mother and father , i love you forever . come on ! oh ,and my dear brother ,you are my star all the time. come on ,take good care of your health. ╇ＢéLLá→ ╇ Edward→